So I finally finished my goodbye letter! It only took me six years. I’m having this awkward bittersweet moment. It feels amazing, knowing that I’ve fully accepted everything. But I also feel awful, like I shouldn’t have. I’m not sure. All I know is I’m in this zen state where nothing really matters and I’m perfectly content with it. I’m smiling when I’m looking at my screen and then I feel like I want to cry when I look down at the book. I don’t know. I’ll feel better in the morning. I just wanted to let everyone know that I finally finished my goodbye letter. The book’s name is “My life, continued.” So I don’t know if this means I can officially move on with my life or if a little evil irony is to blame. We’ll see. Goodnight everybody, god bless! Sending my blessing out to all the soldiers fighting and I big, sloppy kiss to all the military family out there. <3

My Spirit Lives On

See through the window,

Look at the light,

Smell the sweet flowers,

See the sky bright,

Shed not the tears,

For you feel I have gone,

Love never leaves,

And my spirit lives on.

Talk of me often,

Your words will be heard,

I’ll be by your side,

As swift as a bird,

Love life and laugh,

Together we’ll be,

On the right path,

As our spirits fly free.

It’s just the poem in the back of my book. It’s supposedly anonymous, but it’s one of the greatest things I’ve ever read and I wanted to share it.